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[ Loki shifts from shadow to shadow in the halls of the greenwood palace, a plain wooden goblet of Thor's favored honeyed mead in one hand, and a sprig of braided sweetgrass in the other. Though his draped crystals remain strung about his limbs, chiming gently with each step that he takes, he is otherwise dressed as a creature wrought of summer: in green-edged linen, with flowers tucked into the thick spill of his hair, with a cape of white draped across his shoulders, and silver and gold circling his throat. If not for the cloud of ice upon the air every time he exhales, he may have been born of summer, a brother of Thor, meant to lie languid in the soft warmth of sun-dappled earth for the rest of eternity.

He is saying his farewells: to the red-cheeked dryads, to the soft-footed deer, to the very walls and rafters of Thor's summer palace. He leaves gifts where he may, a blue feather for the sweetest of the dryads, a tinny silver bell for each of the fawns to wear strung about their necks.

Twice has the moon grown fat, and twice has she cut herself away to a mere sliver — Loki has come to love the summerlands as much as he loves the lands of his own crafting. They have taught him to love, and to raise his whispering voice in laughter. They have taught him to cup the warmth of the sun in his hands and still brim with more.

Most of all, they have given him Thor, and even Loki's songs cannot paint the intricacies of the summer-king as he lives: warm and broad and filled with bounteous plenty. Loki has learned of all the secret hidden knolls of Thor's country, and he has learned of all the secrets hidden upon his golden skin; so winter begins it ascent into the mountains with Thor's antlers shadowed like wings upon his back. ]

If you miss your country overmuch, you must tell me. [ says Loki, when they have climbed halfway to the lands of ice. His gaze is a quick, flitting thing, darting from Thor to the peaks in the distance and back again.

After a moment, he reaches out and takes Thor's hand in his own; his thumb strokes across the back of that sun-warmed hand. ]

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[ And even with his plea to slow the rise of pleasure stoked by the thrust and parry of body against body, Loki is not satisfied — still he knows that minutes hence Thor will fall apart above him, and soon after he too will spill and spill until he is emptied of the night's first communion.

No, he thinks, and already his hands jerk free of their places upon thigh and cock, sliding up past the curve and jut of buttocks and hip, until they settle tightly upon Thor's waist, holding him still. The ice burns below his skin, but Loki dare not release it, armed now with the remembered sight of Thor's golden skin blackening under his touch. ]

Thor — [ Loki's voice is as sweet as the trill of summer birdsong, pitched low and breathless. ] Will you trust me, now that I have mastered myself? I would have you upon your hands and knees, so that I may control the plunge of my cock within. [ His gaze dips, and a flush rises to his cheek — the shallowness of embarrassment, nothing more. When he speaks again, it is a murmur halved again in volume. ] Please, my love. You would end this too quickly for my liking.

[ Will he trust? How can he not trust? How can he not desire it with all of his heart, how can he not be relieved, that he will no longer have to torment himself pressing so slow and careful upon Loki's cock when he wants to ride it with abandon and be shown the brutal pleasure of a thorough fucking? Thor leans down to kiss him, sweetly, passionately, all love and desire in that press of their mouths. ]

You need not ask. [ he tells him breathlessly. ] I am yours, beloved; I will obey your every desire, with a glad heart.

[ Every word a sincere one; he swings himself off of Loki's hips, the thick spear of his cock sliding slickly from his aching hole, and then Thor, his breath quick, all his body throbbing, bends himself down to his elbows, his knees sliding apart. So he took Loki the first time they lay together, and many times hence, with hands gentle and firm upon his hips and the plunge of his cock deep and thorough and satisfying. So he anticipates being taken, his breath and belly seething with it, his head turned to watch his lord and king and master, soft hot longing in the blue eyes upon him. ]

Only hurry, Loki.

[ The cast of that soft blue gaze upon him, and Loki again struggles to master the desire that stirs the calm of his mind into an insurrection. He draws in a cold breath, another, speckles of ice glittering upon his parted lips.

The summer-king is more than a creature to be conquered, he tells himself. More than a shred of warmth to be used and cast away. More than a flame behind a grate to smother with ice and snow. More, more, more — and he knows it well as truth, for in the yielding curve of golden flesh is a promise made upon the verdant hills, and again upon the black varnished wood of Loki's table.

Indeed, he is lord and king and master in his own country, but Thor is no thrall to be claimed and plundered until death becomes his sole companion.

So Loki calms the skitter of his own heartbeat, and so he settles the quiet strength of his hands upon the hips raised for his pleasure. He leans down to brush a kiss at the base of Thor's spine, his tongue laving a bright smear of ice against the last ridge of vertebra.

Finally, he draws close; his breath is a sibilant whisper as he presses steadily inwards, the lean muscle in thigh and calf trembling at the effort to keep himself reigned. How he had lived for so long without Thor to catch him and hold him aloft away from the piercing stalactites, this he cannot fathom: not now, when his mind is a blur of sensation. ]

Can you bear it? [ says the soft breath of winter, his lashes fallen to obscure the color of his eyes. ] —if I were to have you so for an eternity — slow and gentle, and lacking entire the promise of a quick end?

[ His heart quickens its beating as Loki's hands come upon his hips, as the soft touch of icy lips upon his spine sends a shudder of pleasure through his body, the sensation as shocking as the blackened burns beneath the winter's frozen hands had been: yet Thor does not fear, Thor does not expect pain from the hands of his king. Thor does not fear to call himself his, and take what Loki would give to him, and lose himself in the joining of their passion. How many times did he lose himself thus when Loki was his own, his guest, his consort, his own dear love in the palace of summer? Cradled within his heart, given without reservation, and so Thor cherished and protected that dear spirit for the love and generosity Loki gave to him. He could do no less than offer the same.

Breath bursts from him as Loki mounts and presses within, the glide of him steady and slick. He struggles to draw it in again, his lungs swelling, his hands grasping for purchase across the tangled furs, and to be once again filled is a wonderful completion; here in the heart of winter, in the frozen towers of the ice palace Thor is warmed from within by Loki's cock, desire and pleasure heating him more than the densest fur or the brightest fire could. ]

Oh, Loki. [ he breathes, eyes closing, head bowed low, in tenderness and in yearning. ] Oh, my love, more. More.

[ But Loki will be gentle; Loki will be patient and slow and promising as the winter, his soft words like kisses dropped to his skin, and Thor shivers and thinks plaintively that he cannot bear it, not at all, but surely he must, he will, if that is Loki's wish. ]

I would—I would have you always within me, my heart.

[ The folly of all beautiful creatures — that they would look upon their own reflection, and fail to see the inevitability of its transience. Loki saw that indulgent folly in Thor the moment he stepped past the borders of his own country, and he mourned then before he could truly rejoice. And the pain has only heightened with each sweet stroke of flesh against flesh, with each soft word spoken and bound between them. As if Loki were a ragged black crow upon the wind, and Thor a glimmer of color fading as the sun dips from the sky: indeed he may revel in the sight now and a moment hence. Yet, as soon as the crown of the sun disappears past the horizon, the sky will return to its moonlit pale, and even Loki will be unable to extricate his own black feathers from the shadows.

The knowledge is a terrible thing, but Loki rises like the dawn of a cold quiet morning, inevitable, unchangeable. He is young, but he has already known many terrible things.

And so even the plea upon Thor's voice does naught to quicken Loki's pace; his hips move like a whisper, his cock dragging gently against the heat and the clutch of Thor within. The pleasure is no trifle, but more than that, it is the ache of Thor beneath him, clasped about him body and heart alike, willingly delivering his powerful strength into the hands of his lesser; that is what drives Loki slowly forward, again, again. ]

It would be no trial to make it so. [ Loki says, his voice a ripple in the air. His hand follows the curve of golden hip and buttock, before sliding in to take Thor's cock in hand, but this time he does not stroke nor tease, but he circles index and thumb about the swollen base, ringing it thus with constraining ice. ] Are we not eternal as the earth and the sky?

[ So tenderly, so slowly does Loki take him, moving within him at a pace which is as long and lingering as the snow upon these mountain peaks, as enduring as the frozen palace. In summer all is brightness and swiftness and change, the warm roil of a storm, the quick flight of a bird, the riotous blooming of flowers. There he fucked Loki joyfully and with no leash upon his passion, mating with the sweet urgency of a youthful love.

And now here in the frozen palace he is taught how the winter mates, with patience and mastery, with a gentle touch, with the sweet shackle of an icy ring set at the base of his cock. Thor chokes and moans as it rings his swollen flesh, his cock throbbing with the need for release yet constrained from it, cut off from it, his hands grasping after the furs with a desperation which has no outlet, which must be made to bow and yield to the winter king's desire. He is rocked slowly by the slick glide of Loki's cock, a motion endless and repetitive and lulling, like the roll and drag of gentle waves against a smooth shore. ]

Oh. [ Thor says mindlessly, struggling for breath. ] Oh, Loki--will you not--

[ Soft and soft, his own hungry flesh clasping and yielding, his cock throbbing and gripped in icy restraint, heat and cold rushing through him by turns. He moans again, lower this time, a sweet rough sound, his head bowing further. ]

My king. [ And Thor shivers, and rocks with Loki, and does not protest again. ]

We are.

[ says Loki, the gentle rise of his voice offering an answer to his own question. He has buried the anger and the violence of winter's cruelty beneath his skin, and now he knows only the snowy plains, the serenity of monochrome in the land and the falling sky.

How can Thor not feel this? There is no urgency in the joining of body and body, no edge of frenzied lust that would have driven them to completion whilst entwined upon the soft linens of the summer-king's bed. Here there is only perpetuity, white hands upon golden hips, the pierce of winter's cock like thread dipping into cloth, embroidering upon flesh the truth of their union.

And so Loki endeavors to share the peace that has caught him in its embrace, sliding forth with patient tenderness, until the night grows dark and darker still. Only when Thor's great body begins to tremble beneath the anchoring thrusts does Loki draw his cock away, gentle hands arranging the spill of golden limbs until Thor lies again upon his back, his legs splayed to allow Loki purview.

This time Loki takes Thor's breath with his own mouth as he presses forward again, the pleasure pooling molten at the pit of his stomach. A minute more. Only a minute more. One day, this will seem a fragment of a moment compared to the eternity they will live, and Loki cannot bear to cut it short. ]

[ Pleasure will not be rushed here in the kingdom of winter; here it strokes patient and tender within him, it is leisurely, it is serene, and it takes him so fully that Thor at last knows nothing but his own soft gasps and the weight of Loki's hands upon his hips and the throb of his cock within him, piercing and sweet, stroking and stroking endlessly. He finds himself sunk to elbows, his thighs braced wide; his cheek rests upon the bedspread and his eyes are closed, his body is passive in its acceptance of such gentle and thorough lovemaking, and his own cock a sweet, heavy weight between his legs, an aching which pleasures him still more and more, a yearning which knows no relief. He begins, almost, to understand. That this, perhaps, is how Loki will have him here: that it will be long, very long, that his king will linger within him as time spirals endlessly into oblivion, until Thor knows nothing but that Loki has filled him.

He rouses up when at last Loki turns him to his back, presses him down into the soft furs and bedclothes and covers his mouth as he slides within him again, completing the two halves of them into one wholeness. Thor's arms, Thor's legs wrap around him, draw him down and inward, so that his cock in its shackle of ice is caught between them, caressed between the slow rocking of their bodies. He shares his warmth with Loki almost innocently, shares the taste of summer, his tongue ripe and seeking in the winter's cold mouth, his body anchoring, holding him near. ]

Loki. [ he murmurs at last when the kiss ends, burying his face in his king's white throat, his voice plaintive. ] Loki, my heart. [ It is so lovely, so unbearably sweet. ]

[ Like Loki once settled bellow the skeletal trees and taught the birds above to sing, now he teaches Thor a song that he had learned himself only hours ago in this bed of secrets, this chamber of winter and summer made into one interminable melody. Time and its constraints are meant for lesser creatures, those fettered by life and by death, those who swear fealty to Loki-king and to Thor-king. Winter and summer were bound once upon the green fields of plenty, and again now in the tenderness of cold shifting hands.

Morning dawns, and morning settles into the air; still Loki holds Thor near, still he works him open and loose for the endless parry and thrust of their joining.

Thrice he draws away to slick his cock again with the slick oil brought from the summerlands, and thrice his breath leaves him in the shape of Thor's name when he presses inwards again. ]

How will I let you free, knowing what you are to me? [ whispers Loki, kissing the golden hair, the words lost in its spill. ] How will I live, knowing that you live and breathe away from my dominion?

[ And only when his words have fallen to silence, when his cock is sheathed deeply within, and the sweetness of lust and desire throws a net over Loki's dark bowed head, only then does he stroke his hands down the leashed power beneath him, and grasp the heated swell of Thor's cock trapped between them.

Loki does not allow the ring of ice to melt, but his fingers work clever and quick over the shaft and head, over the swollen sacs below, drawing forth pleasure without mercy. ]

[ The fall of darkness and the rise of light passes outside long, narrow windows pointing up to the arched vault of Loki's chambers, and still the king of winter moves within Thor, sweet and lingering between the spread of golden thighs. So Thor is made to wait and long for him, to desire him all the more for how Loki fills him and fucks him, takes him in this endless gentle rocking, crafts his body into an instrument of the eternal. Gods, Loki calls them, and beneath his cold pale hands Thor knows himself the child of starlight and sunlight, burning on without end: so they both are, so they are together. The winter is locked within him, within his body and his heart; he spreads within Thor and makes a place for himself to linger.

Come back, he begs Loki with rough, uncultured eloquence, each time his king withdraws from him to slick himself afresh with sweet warm oil, so that he might glide through him as smoothly and tenderly as ever, into the hot stinging clasp of his body, worked loose and wet by the endless plunge and slide of Loki's cock. Come within me.

And when Loki joins within him again, his warm calloused hands stroke urgently over the pale face of his lover, through the black strands of his hair, yet the winter will not be moved to urgency; the winter soothes him again, kisses and hushes him, lulls him with the tender pace of his fucking, until Thor is once more lost to the endless stroking of pleasure.

He rouses at the words, turns his head so that their mouths brush together, the answer resting in him with the weight of certainty. ]

You must not let me free.

[ Soft words, breathed into Loki's mouth, and Thor knows it, Thor knows he will forever belong here in winter's bed.

He rouses again as cold, clever fingers find his cock as though to remind him of the devastating swell and throb of it; he stirs and moans thickly, arching to the touch, trying to thrust against the seeking hand as heat rushes through him anew and all of his body begs for relief. ]

[ The horrible encumbrance of permission, and of rebellion — for Loki has seen the roots of the future spread through land fertile and barren, he has seen with certainty the loss which already aches within him, pain no less terrible for the fact that the wound is yet to come.

Is it possible, then, to turn away, to stray from the path set before them, to lose themselves in the dense thicket of the wilderness beyond?

Perhaps, if they were children of the earth instead of children born of eternity. If they were born from clay and rain, if the rhythm of their hearts was quieted by the frailty of old age or the impotent pain of illness. If the fates could martyr summer and winter by raising them up and striking them down, then, perhaps, they could stage a rebellion.

No. They are the ones who wrought eternity, and who taught life to live, who taught death to grasp and cling. They can no more escape the boundaries of fate than the mortals can escape the maws of oblivion.

Yet Loki thinks of none of this as Thor again comes to life under the swift stroke of his fingers. His grip is cool but not yet cold; his fingertips grasp and twist with focused intensity. Thor is beautiful, and Thor belongs here — let the prophecy fall to snuff out the very stars themselves, it matters not. Because now Loki drives inwards with the liquid slap of skin against skin marring the perfect susurrant silence about them, his mind roils and tumbles;nhis cock is again a tool of desire and ownership and fearsome possession, fucking in and jerking out, repeating the joy and the transience of joining with grim purpose. ]

No. [ hisses Loki, as the black frost again swallows the green of his eyes. ] I will not. [ And only then does the ring of ice about Thor's cock melt to icy rivulets of water, only then does Loki arch the spindle of his spine and fill the clutch of Thor's body with spurt after spurt of his seed. ]

[ Yes, yes, he has found his place. He has vowed it, and in the vowing given Loki more than he can ever imagine, yet the stretch of eternity is gone now from his thoughts for the urgency of the moment has come back into him, it has returned with Loki's touch, the determined stroke of his cool fingers and the pulse and thrust of his cock within. Thor is all at once undone, meltwater running cold between his legs but all the rest of him burning with bright ardor, his cock throbbing and his hole hot and stinging and tender, loose and hungrily welcoming the renewed pitch and thrust of Loki's cock. And then the king of winter is spurting and spurting, filling him with sweet, cool seed, so that Thor's own release seems scalding by comparison, striped thickly over Loki's belly and his own. He cries out roughly and bucks his hips into the final thrusts, feeling seed spill and trickle down his thighs, Loki's spending overflowing him.

And as it is done he lies gasping, shivering, lifting tremorous hands to draw Loki down to him; he kisses his mouth with sweet passion, parting his lips, offering up still more of himself for the winter's pleasure. Loki is splintery and thin beneath his searching hands, and Thor caresses him with loving urgency, with ardor at last growing softer and drowsier as lassitude begins to set into his limbs. ]

My heart. [ he murmurs thickly, with sinking eyelids and a hand pulling Loki's fingers to his mouth, that he might kiss and kiss them. He is cold and he is warm all at once, warmed as though a hearth glows softly within him. He lifts his lips to the snapping black frost of Loki's eyes and smiles without fear. ] Now you have promised me, beloved, and I will hold you to it.

[ A blind man may smile without fear when an abyss gapes before him, so Thor smiles now, sweet and pliant and effortlessly warm in the aftermoments of his release. Loki loves him as the wild loves the tamed, as the beast loves the beautiful — because there is light now in the dark phastasmic corners of his chambers, and light spilling into the chambers of his heart, too. If death beckons, there is no meaning to it. Loki's blood may run black and his flesh melt from his bones, and still Thor's vow will keep him locked here within the winterlands, so that snow and ice and sleet may gain new vigor from the warmth of the hearth glowing within him.

Loki draws in soft breath after breath, learning again what it is to be himself alone. His cock slides free from its sheath, and the cool spill of his release follows. His gaze dips, watching with dark eyes how Thor's hole clutches desperately for what it has lost.

Such is the future: freed from constraint, walking with hands clasped through the lands of Loki's crafting, learning the songs of the winds, watching the sun fade and the stars rise. Loki will show Thor to love the cold as dearly as he loves the sun's warmth — and if that too fails, he will bring him night upon night to the furs of his bed, and master the needs of heart and body until Thor misplaces the memory of his origins. ]

Promises made in winter's lands are bolstered by my own magic, my love. Have I pleased you? [ asks Loki, and though he has grown into the cruelty of the frost he commands, there is a note of hesitation when he curls into the arms proffered. ]

[ Seed and slick stains his thighs and the sensation is luxurious, all his body grown heavy and pliant now in the wake of such thorough use, and Thor lays indolently across the mattress, the furs, the bed of the winter king, here turned from a king in his own right to a sweet consort, generously open for the winter's pleasure. Indeed, the thought of his own throne, the palace of greenwood and the warm lands of summer blessed by sun and gentle rain are far from him; had they been nearer perhaps he would not have so readily vowed himself to this: Loki's bed his throne, Loki's love his kingdom, the summer made a plentiful feast upon which the lonely winter might sup.

But he has fallen in love. Now he knows nothing more than desire, and joy in his beloved's presence.

Thor nuzzles Loki's palm, smiles as he beds down hesitantly in his embrace, closing those broad arms around him. Loki's head is upon his breast, Thor's mouth pressed to his hair. ] I am pleased. Very pleased. I had not known it could be so sweet, Loki.

[ To have the king of winter within him. To spread his legs, to offer his body and be given such devastating pleasure in return. ]

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