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[ Loki shifts from shadow to shadow in the halls of the greenwood palace, a plain wooden goblet of Thor's favored honeyed mead in one hand, and a sprig of braided sweetgrass in the other. Though his draped crystals remain strung about his limbs, chiming gently with each step that he takes, he is otherwise dressed as a creature wrought of summer: in green-edged linen, with flowers tucked into the thick spill of his hair, with a cape of white draped across his shoulders, and silver and gold circling his throat. If not for the cloud of ice upon the air every time he exhales, he may have been born of summer, a brother of Thor, meant to lie languid in the soft warmth of sun-dappled earth for the rest of eternity.
He is saying his farewells: to the red-cheeked dryads, to the soft-footed deer, to the very walls and rafters of Thor's summer palace. He leaves gifts where he may, a blue feather for the sweetest of the dryads, a tinny silver bell for each of the fawns to wear strung about their necks.
Twice has the moon grown fat, and twice has she cut herself away to a mere sliver — Loki has come to love the summerlands as much as he loves the lands of his own crafting. They have taught him to love, and to raise his whispering voice in laughter. They have taught him to cup the warmth of the sun in his hands and still brim with more.
Most of all, they have given him Thor, and even Loki's songs cannot paint the intricacies of the summer-king as he lives: warm and broad and filled with bounteous plenty. Loki has learned of all the secret hidden knolls of Thor's country, and he has learned of all the secrets hidden upon his golden skin; so winter begins it ascent into the mountains with Thor's antlers shadowed like wings upon his back. ]
If you miss your country overmuch, you must tell me. [ says Loki, when they have climbed halfway to the lands of ice. His gaze is a quick, flitting thing, darting from Thor to the peaks in the distance and back again.
After a moment, he reaches out and takes Thor's hand in his own; his thumb strokes across the back of that sun-warmed hand. ]
He is saying his farewells: to the red-cheeked dryads, to the soft-footed deer, to the very walls and rafters of Thor's summer palace. He leaves gifts where he may, a blue feather for the sweetest of the dryads, a tinny silver bell for each of the fawns to wear strung about their necks.
Twice has the moon grown fat, and twice has she cut herself away to a mere sliver — Loki has come to love the summerlands as much as he loves the lands of his own crafting. They have taught him to love, and to raise his whispering voice in laughter. They have taught him to cup the warmth of the sun in his hands and still brim with more.
Most of all, they have given him Thor, and even Loki's songs cannot paint the intricacies of the summer-king as he lives: warm and broad and filled with bounteous plenty. Loki has learned of all the secret hidden knolls of Thor's country, and he has learned of all the secrets hidden upon his golden skin; so winter begins it ascent into the mountains with Thor's antlers shadowed like wings upon his back. ]
If you miss your country overmuch, you must tell me. [ says Loki, when they have climbed halfway to the lands of ice. His gaze is a quick, flitting thing, darting from Thor to the peaks in the distance and back again.
After a moment, he reaches out and takes Thor's hand in his own; his thumb strokes across the back of that sun-warmed hand. ]
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So he spreads apart his thighs, one of his hands lifting above his head to grasp the pillow; so he braces himself, yet nothing can quite prepare him for the swift slick press of Loki's fingers, his breath hitching at the stretch and ache of his tender flesh. His lover's fingers stroke within, sliding deep, withdrawing and sliding deep again, and Thor's breast heaves with the sudden swiftness of his breath, his body throbs at this unexpected source of heat in the midst of the cold winter. His eyes are wide pools of vibrant blue beneath the gold frost of their lashes, looking at Loki in wonder, his lips parted. ]
What--what vows, my king?
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Oh, my love. [ murmurs Loki, the soft curl of his voice made liquid and smooth with the heat of his desire. No longer does he draw back like a beast afeared by the unknown; no, he is a white splinter of light upon the golden mantle of Thor's body, ready to delve further into the cold bed he has made for them both, ready to anchor himself to the unknown and never again to pull away. ]
How much you have given me, in our days together — [ His voice is low and breathless and darkly intimate, his eyes a growing flame. The oil upon his cool fingers is warmed by the clench of Thor's body within — oh, that hungry clutch of secret flesh, where he is soon to be sheathed deep. He takes a moment again to slick anew the swell of his own eagerness, and then the king of winter braces himself in the white fur below them, and kisses at the flat plain of Thor's chest, feeding his cock slowly into that grasping heat. ] — desire, ah, yes, and love, and the taste of you upon my lips always. So I vow to repay you in full.
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His fingers tighten in the furs as Loki presses himself against him and begins to ease within. Ah, what a tight fit, what thick aching and stretch, made slick and warm with oil, this relentless hard pride which spears and pierces him hotly open and takes Thor's breath for how deep within his innermost self it reaches. A moan comes soft and thick from his throat. He reaches restlessly to Loki's hair, drags him up to cover his mouth with that soft cold press of winter fruit, the pure sweet taste on the thrust of tongue past his lips. ]
As I gave, so I have been given. [ he says at Loki's mouth, and twists restlessly beneath him. ] You were my own, from the first night we lay together and you yielded so sweetly--so it is for me to give to you, Loki, my heart.
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—but a moment. [ says the wind rustling branches bared by the frost, says the fall of dying leaves. He is hilted within; each restless shift of Thor's body beneath sends a sparking brightness through his body. Oh, he'd felt renewed by the first night of union in Thor's arms, and this is another life unto itself. Each breath is another spent clasped tight in the heat of summer's verdant depths, each murmuring gasp is a half-formed attempt at shaping her king's name.
And there is magic in this, too — Loki was once a distaff heavy with raw fibers; the summerlands have spun him into white cloth, vast and beautiful beyond his vanity. And now Thor takes him apart again, and teaches him to want more than communion, to want more than to be changed by those golden hands; now he would be the one to wreak the change he so craves.
A thin sweet note passes from Loki's lips, hanging in the scant space between mouth and mouth, and then he cants his hips forward upon a sigh. ] Then — then let me have all of you. Let the rivers of your mind mix with the ice of mine own, until — [ Oh, another exhalation of breath, as Loki grasps for Thor's hand, and holds it fast. ] — until I am not so alone in this cage of flesh.
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For how hot, how feverish and slick and aching his cock within him, fucking him open, taking and taking of pleasure within him, as though the sacred body of summer is the vessel for Loki to cup between his fingers and drink his fill of verdant sweetness.
Their fingers entwine, and Thor lifts Loki's hand to his fervent mouth, pressing kiss after kiss to his beautiful white fingers, the tender inside of his palm. ]
Yes, Loki, my love, yes. Come inside me. Tell me how to open to you, that I might be within you, within your heart.
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The stalactites of ice poised above like falling swords from the recessed ceilings begin to groan, low and smooth, growing and shrinking and curling about the pointed edge of brother and sister stalactite alike. So Loki's secret chambers are made cold and colder still with the ice and the rime given willful motion, so Loki breathes silvered ice into the warmth of Thor's mouth; his hands twining with Thor's own are near frozen with the rising chill .
He has forgotten to control the storm within him. And though the heat of the summerlord's skin melts the ice upon his body to a gleaming sheen of water instead, it reforms again upon the next skittering heartbeat of master and mastered both.
Oh, Loki can feel the imprint of his hands upon Thor now, rooted so deep that even the bones below are but a moment from growing brittle with frost. ]
Thor— [ Loki moans on a plaintive note, and though his hips perpetuate a gentle rhythm, the cold is cruel and unabating. Each thrust of his cock within drags forth another ragged breath; soon Thor will be speared upon a cock too cold for his body to bear, and soon the congress of their bodies will lose speed and fervor in the face of the greed that chills and heats Loki's blood in equal part. ] Thor, you are within my heart already — you, and only you. Remember. [ His hand gripped tight about Thor's own, the other driving bruises into the splay of a golden thigh. ] Remember my love for you, and drive away the worst of my bitter frost. [ Another driving thrust of his cock piercing deep, another spasm of his grasping hands. ] Please. Thor.
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He feels as though he will shatter, breast and heart and body broken apart beneath Loki's wild desperate fucking, the fervent love in his hands and mouth. At last Thor, gasping, reaches up to twist both hands in Loki's hair and drag him down to press their mouths together; though the cold of his lover's mouth burns, he thrusts his tongue past his lips as though to heat him from the inside, his legs lifting and wrapping tight around Loki's waist. ]
My love, my heart-- [ He speaks the words against his lips, against his cheek, gasping and pained. ] Loki, you are burning me. Remember yourself.
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For a moment, he remains as such: sprawled an armsbreadth away, his narrow chest heaving. The green of his eyes is flecked with black that bleeds sluggishly to blot out the remaining color, and clouds of frost billow from his lips at every exhale. Terrible is the realization of his own cruelty, but worse still is the knowledge that it was imparted upon the sole focus of his heart. ]
Thor— [ he breathes, when he has mastered himself. The ice warms and melts, and the deathly whiteness of his face gains meager color. He cannot apologize, because Loki in his youth does not know the words to express regret — but he reaches for Thor like a child desperate for what he fears he has lost. ] I — I would lose myself, if you offer me free reign. [ He draws in another breath, regaining his equilibrium with every moment forward. ] Would you come astride me, instead, as you once taught me within the gardens of your domain?
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So this is winter's mastery, beautiful and fearsome, painful and piercing and pleasurable beyond imagining. Thor draws breath as if to answer, but then moves abruptly, catching Loki and pinning him down to the mattress; he covers his mouth in a fierce kiss even as he swings himself astride his lord's hips, his body aching now not with cold but with passion, trembling not in pain but in an endless fury of need. His lord and his master, supine beneath him as once Thor lay supine and smiling beneath Loki's arched, rocking form: and so he takes his lover's cock and guides it to his wet, yielding hole. ]
My king. [ Thor moans as he sinks down upon that thick spear, sleek and gliding within him. ]
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And so Thor's weight upon him drives the piercing strength of his cock within, slow and slick, and though he'd known this pleasure just a moment prior, the shock of Thor's agony had quieted his ardor — now, with Thor's mouth loosened in a moan, with his antlered helm thrust proudly into the air and his golden hair silvered by the stark magelight, Loki knows desire anew. And this time he masters it, remembering the strength of his own will, his hands upon golden hip and thigh firm but still gentle.
His hips follow the arch of Thor's body, pressing steadily within, each sharp movement begun with the cool thrust of his cock and ended with the heat of impalement. ]
Thor. [ whispers Loki, his eyes clear and sweet, and he fills his hungry gaze with the sight of the summer-king made into an eager yielding thrall. He strokes gently at the muscle of golden thigh, feeling its shift as Thor rises and falls. ] How I wish that I could remain within you — how I wish that the sating of our lusts would not end this. [ The clench of hot flesh about him; Loki presses back against the furs, his hips jerking up, a moan leaving his lips. ] No, my love, slow, slower —
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Yes, my king, my lord. I would have you always--
[ A gasp as his beloved's hips jerk, his cock impales him deeper; a protesting moan as Loki urges him to slow, but Thor obeys, he must obey, he is his lord's thrall here and it is so sweet to obey: his thighs strain, his spine arches, his weight sinks back, and the fervent rocking of his hips becomes instead a slow, trembling drag, so that he feels all the length of Loki's shaft withdrawing to leave him bereft, and moans as he is filled anew, slowly and smoothly spread apart.
His lashes sweep down to fan at his cheeks, and Thor's hand rests upon one of Loki's thighs, his head thrown back, his lips parted as he struggles for breath, struggles not to take and take and take, as swift and greedy as he could wish. ]
Like so, my heart--?
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Instead he finds the well of winter chill within himself, and he stills the thrust of his hips, the fury of his desire. His hands move from thigh to abdomen to the swell of shoulder, stroking with the flat of his palm, scraping with his shorn nails, drawing forth Thor's own passion with hands made clever by long nights spent in a bed far and away from here.
Oh, in the summerlands he'd never thought to see its king undone like this: sweet and sloe-eyed with pleasure wrought by the weight of Loki's cock piercing deep.]
Like so. [ says Loki, upon a soft intake of breath. Thor's great body is a fount of desire before him, muscles drawn taut and loosened again in concert. Loki curls a cool white hand about the cock rising rampant from its thatch of golden curls — many times has he held it within him, and the heat upon his palm is well-beloved after many nights spent lost in communion, but even this familiarity is given novelty. Loki strokes it with his fingertips alone, from its base to his tip, rubbing the edge of his thumb in the pearlescent pre-spending that gathers and falls. ]
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It is as though they recreate the meaning of pleasure here, together: thrall and master, subject and king, lover and lover. ]
Oh my heart. [ Thor murmurs, swelled and longing, desire the blood which runs hot through his veins. His hand comes around Loki's to tighten it upon his own cock. Lust is greed and tenderness, it is thrusting into Loki's hand and working himself down on his cock in tandem, caught between the two, stroked and pierced and filled until he knows no more but his own wanting. ] My love--my king--more--
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No, he thinks, and already his hands jerk free of their places upon thigh and cock, sliding up past the curve and jut of buttocks and hip, until they settle tightly upon Thor's waist, holding him still. The ice burns below his skin, but Loki dare not release it, armed now with the remembered sight of Thor's golden skin blackening under his touch. ]
Thor — [ Loki's voice is as sweet as the trill of summer birdsong, pitched low and breathless. ] Will you trust me, now that I have mastered myself? I would have you upon your hands and knees, so that I may control the plunge of my cock within. [ His gaze dips, and a flush rises to his cheek — the shallowness of embarrassment, nothing more. When he speaks again, it is a murmur halved again in volume. ] Please, my love. You would end this too quickly for my liking.
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You need not ask. [ he tells him breathlessly. ] I am yours, beloved; I will obey your every desire, with a glad heart.
[ Every word a sincere one; he swings himself off of Loki's hips, the thick spear of his cock sliding slickly from his aching hole, and then Thor, his breath quick, all his body throbbing, bends himself down to his elbows, his knees sliding apart. So he took Loki the first time they lay together, and many times hence, with hands gentle and firm upon his hips and the plunge of his cock deep and thorough and satisfying. So he anticipates being taken, his breath and belly seething with it, his head turned to watch his lord and king and master, soft hot longing in the blue eyes upon him. ]
Only hurry, Loki.
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The summer-king is more than a creature to be conquered, he tells himself. More than a shred of warmth to be used and cast away. More than a flame behind a grate to smother with ice and snow. More, more, more — and he knows it well as truth, for in the yielding curve of golden flesh is a promise made upon the verdant hills, and again upon the black varnished wood of Loki's table.
Indeed, he is lord and king and master in his own country, but Thor is no thrall to be claimed and plundered until death becomes his sole companion.
So Loki calms the skitter of his own heartbeat, and so he settles the quiet strength of his hands upon the hips raised for his pleasure. He leans down to brush a kiss at the base of Thor's spine, his tongue laving a bright smear of ice against the last ridge of vertebra.
Finally, he draws close; his breath is a sibilant whisper as he presses steadily inwards, the lean muscle in thigh and calf trembling at the effort to keep himself reigned. How he had lived for so long without Thor to catch him and hold him aloft away from the piercing stalactites, this he cannot fathom: not now, when his mind is a blur of sensation. ]
Can you bear it? [ says the soft breath of winter, his lashes fallen to obscure the color of his eyes. ] —if I were to have you so for an eternity — slow and gentle, and lacking entire the promise of a quick end?
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Breath bursts from him as Loki mounts and presses within, the glide of him steady and slick. He struggles to draw it in again, his lungs swelling, his hands grasping for purchase across the tangled furs, and to be once again filled is a wonderful completion; here in the heart of winter, in the frozen towers of the ice palace Thor is warmed from within by Loki's cock, desire and pleasure heating him more than the densest fur or the brightest fire could. ]
Oh, Loki. [ he breathes, eyes closing, head bowed low, in tenderness and in yearning. ] Oh, my love, more. More.
[ But Loki will be gentle; Loki will be patient and slow and promising as the winter, his soft words like kisses dropped to his skin, and Thor shivers and thinks plaintively that he cannot bear it, not at all, but surely he must, he will, if that is Loki's wish. ]
I would—I would have you always within me, my heart.
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The knowledge is a terrible thing, but Loki rises like the dawn of a cold quiet morning, inevitable, unchangeable. He is young, but he has already known many terrible things.
And so even the plea upon Thor's voice does naught to quicken Loki's pace; his hips move like a whisper, his cock dragging gently against the heat and the clutch of Thor within. The pleasure is no trifle, but more than that, it is the ache of Thor beneath him, clasped about him body and heart alike, willingly delivering his powerful strength into the hands of his lesser; that is what drives Loki slowly forward, again, again. ]
It would be no trial to make it so. [ Loki says, his voice a ripple in the air. His hand follows the curve of golden hip and buttock, before sliding in to take Thor's cock in hand, but this time he does not stroke nor tease, but he circles index and thumb about the swollen base, ringing it thus with constraining ice. ] Are we not eternal as the earth and the sky?
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And now here in the frozen palace he is taught how the winter mates, with patience and mastery, with a gentle touch, with the sweet shackle of an icy ring set at the base of his cock. Thor chokes and moans as it rings his swollen flesh, his cock throbbing with the need for release yet constrained from it, cut off from it, his hands grasping after the furs with a desperation which has no outlet, which must be made to bow and yield to the winter king's desire. He is rocked slowly by the slick glide of Loki's cock, a motion endless and repetitive and lulling, like the roll and drag of gentle waves against a smooth shore. ]
Oh. [ Thor says mindlessly, struggling for breath. ] Oh, Loki--will you not--
[ Soft and soft, his own hungry flesh clasping and yielding, his cock throbbing and gripped in icy restraint, heat and cold rushing through him by turns. He moans again, lower this time, a sweet rough sound, his head bowing further. ]
My king. [ And Thor shivers, and rocks with Loki, and does not protest again. ]
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[ says Loki, the gentle rise of his voice offering an answer to his own question. He has buried the anger and the violence of winter's cruelty beneath his skin, and now he knows only the snowy plains, the serenity of monochrome in the land and the falling sky.
How can Thor not feel this? There is no urgency in the joining of body and body, no edge of frenzied lust that would have driven them to completion whilst entwined upon the soft linens of the summer-king's bed. Here there is only perpetuity, white hands upon golden hips, the pierce of winter's cock like thread dipping into cloth, embroidering upon flesh the truth of their union.
And so Loki endeavors to share the peace that has caught him in its embrace, sliding forth with patient tenderness, until the night grows dark and darker still. Only when Thor's great body begins to tremble beneath the anchoring thrusts does Loki draw his cock away, gentle hands arranging the spill of golden limbs until Thor lies again upon his back, his legs splayed to allow Loki purview.
This time Loki takes Thor's breath with his own mouth as he presses forward again, the pleasure pooling molten at the pit of his stomach. A minute more. Only a minute more. One day, this will seem a fragment of a moment compared to the eternity they will live, and Loki cannot bear to cut it short. ]
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He rouses up when at last Loki turns him to his back, presses him down into the soft furs and bedclothes and covers his mouth as he slides within him again, completing the two halves of them into one wholeness. Thor's arms, Thor's legs wrap around him, draw him down and inward, so that his cock in its shackle of ice is caught between them, caressed between the slow rocking of their bodies. He shares his warmth with Loki almost innocently, shares the taste of summer, his tongue ripe and seeking in the winter's cold mouth, his body anchoring, holding him near. ]
Loki. [ he murmurs at last when the kiss ends, burying his face in his king's white throat, his voice plaintive. ] Loki, my heart. [ It is so lovely, so unbearably sweet. ]
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Morning dawns, and morning settles into the air; still Loki holds Thor near, still he works him open and loose for the endless parry and thrust of their joining.
Thrice he draws away to slick his cock again with the slick oil brought from the summerlands, and thrice his breath leaves him in the shape of Thor's name when he presses inwards again. ]
How will I let you free, knowing what you are to me? [ whispers Loki, kissing the golden hair, the words lost in its spill. ] How will I live, knowing that you live and breathe away from my dominion?
[ And only when his words have fallen to silence, when his cock is sheathed deeply within, and the sweetness of lust and desire throws a net over Loki's dark bowed head, only then does he stroke his hands down the leashed power beneath him, and grasp the heated swell of Thor's cock trapped between them.
Loki does not allow the ring of ice to melt, but his fingers work clever and quick over the shaft and head, over the swollen sacs below, drawing forth pleasure without mercy. ]
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Come back, he begs Loki with rough, uncultured eloquence, each time his king withdraws from him to slick himself afresh with sweet warm oil, so that he might glide through him as smoothly and tenderly as ever, into the hot stinging clasp of his body, worked loose and wet by the endless plunge and slide of Loki's cock. Come within me.
And when Loki joins within him again, his warm calloused hands stroke urgently over the pale face of his lover, through the black strands of his hair, yet the winter will not be moved to urgency; the winter soothes him again, kisses and hushes him, lulls him with the tender pace of his fucking, until Thor is once more lost to the endless stroking of pleasure.
He rouses at the words, turns his head so that their mouths brush together, the answer resting in him with the weight of certainty. ]
You must not let me free.
[ Soft words, breathed into Loki's mouth, and Thor knows it, Thor knows he will forever belong here in winter's bed.
He rouses again as cold, clever fingers find his cock as though to remind him of the devastating swell and throb of it; he stirs and moans thickly, arching to the touch, trying to thrust against the seeking hand as heat rushes through him anew and all of his body begs for relief. ]
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Is it possible, then, to turn away, to stray from the path set before them, to lose themselves in the dense thicket of the wilderness beyond?
Perhaps, if they were children of the earth instead of children born of eternity. If they were born from clay and rain, if the rhythm of their hearts was quieted by the frailty of old age or the impotent pain of illness. If the fates could martyr summer and winter by raising them up and striking them down, then, perhaps, they could stage a rebellion.
No. They are the ones who wrought eternity, and who taught life to live, who taught death to grasp and cling. They can no more escape the boundaries of fate than the mortals can escape the maws of oblivion.
Yet Loki thinks of none of this as Thor again comes to life under the swift stroke of his fingers. His grip is cool but not yet cold; his fingertips grasp and twist with focused intensity. Thor is beautiful, and Thor belongs here — let the prophecy fall to snuff out the very stars themselves, it matters not. Because now Loki drives inwards with the liquid slap of skin against skin marring the perfect susurrant silence about them, his mind roils and tumbles;nhis cock is again a tool of desire and ownership and fearsome possession, fucking in and jerking out, repeating the joy and the transience of joining with grim purpose. ]
No. [ hisses Loki, as the black frost again swallows the green of his eyes. ] I will not. [ And only then does the ring of ice about Thor's cock melt to icy rivulets of water, only then does Loki arch the spindle of his spine and fill the clutch of Thor's body with spurt after spurt of his seed. ]
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And as it is done he lies gasping, shivering, lifting tremorous hands to draw Loki down to him; he kisses his mouth with sweet passion, parting his lips, offering up still more of himself for the winter's pleasure. Loki is splintery and thin beneath his searching hands, and Thor caresses him with loving urgency, with ardor at last growing softer and drowsier as lassitude begins to set into his limbs. ]
My heart. [ he murmurs thickly, with sinking eyelids and a hand pulling Loki's fingers to his mouth, that he might kiss and kiss them. He is cold and he is warm all at once, warmed as though a hearth glows softly within him. He lifts his lips to the snapping black frost of Loki's eyes and smiles without fear. ] Now you have promised me, beloved, and I will hold you to it.
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Loki draws in soft breath after breath, learning again what it is to be himself alone. His cock slides free from its sheath, and the cool spill of his release follows. His gaze dips, watching with dark eyes how Thor's hole clutches desperately for what it has lost.
Such is the future: freed from constraint, walking with hands clasped through the lands of Loki's crafting, learning the songs of the winds, watching the sun fade and the stars rise. Loki will show Thor to love the cold as dearly as he loves the sun's warmth — and if that too fails, he will bring him night upon night to the furs of his bed, and master the needs of heart and body until Thor misplaces the memory of his origins. ]
Promises made in winter's lands are bolstered by my own magic, my love. Have I pleased you? [ asks Loki, and though he has grown into the cruelty of the frost he commands, there is a note of hesitation when he curls into the arms proffered. ]
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But he has fallen in love. Now he knows nothing more than desire, and joy in his beloved's presence.
Thor nuzzles Loki's palm, smiles as he beds down hesitantly in his embrace, closing those broad arms around him. Loki's head is upon his breast, Thor's mouth pressed to his hair. ] I am pleased. Very pleased. I had not known it could be so sweet, Loki.
[ To have the king of winter within him. To spread his legs, to offer his body and be given such devastating pleasure in return. ]